Thanks for your kind words, Complex. I think it's more about detachment and no expectations than letting go and giving up. I'm not going to do anything that could mean the end of my M, but I'm not going to focus on it as much. This was going to be a crucial year in my business project and it turns out to be all about my failed M. I need to get back to those projects because they are part of what will make me a man only a fool would leave. -----------------
I'm very grateful that the moderators let me go beyond the 100 posts limit while an important topic came up. I'm now moving to a new thread.