adding fear of the unknown to the list from last night as a possibility??
Not sure if that's it or not though. Fear is not usually a big part of my life (military background - time spent overseas, parasailing, career changes b/w industries & companies, swimming with sharks, snowboarding, etc.....).
The family loyalty and commitment aspect is huge to me. And I guess the fear of being viewed as a failure in this area???
Me-48,W-51 M-22,T-24 S- 18,16,9 Feb-Jul '11 Away from Home, after initial B date Aug-Dec '11 Back at Home on couch Dec '11-now Same bedroom, room mates only Dec '14 W files initial D paperwork
