Thanks Deb - I always appreciate your imput - and continualy pray for your sitch. (And for your oldest D)
today at Dentist was the temp Crown - not near as bad as the last two visits where they did the Root canal. I have to go back on April 12 at 7am for the parmanent one.
I agree with the baby steps altho I think it is more like the beginning stages of crawling rather than baby steps but at least it is moving forward. and the fact that she said that we should get through the next few weeks (while I get totally off my AD's and she gets through her problems with her business) is a positive - seems that even though the door is closed it is not locked. (maybe even just a crack ajar - hope, hope)
Also she said that Cookie reminded her so much of her other Chihuahua that was killed by a car in front of her house just before we met. (not the same color but same shape, size and even down to the tail having a bend at the same place) She is definitely thinking of mateing them.
When she first dropped the bomb, I told myself that I would give her till her birthday (Nov 8) and if no progress back together then I would move on. There was progress so I gave it till Christmas, some more progress so I gave it to my Birthday (the 23rd) the major setback - or not since being honest and telling me of OG is a positive even tho she retreated some, and now some more positives again. So I will extend some more. (even though I am starting to date and did drop hints that I was dating, and did even tell bookkeeper/friend that I was dating [also told bookkeeper/friend that even though I was dating it felt like I was cheating on her])
Since I had nice contact yesterday, I initiated it, and I don't expect any more contact from her till at least after this weekend, so back to the waiting game. But I do have Cookie to start training at night and do have some dates on weekends to keep me busy. Then also studying for my flight training and the actual flying lessions and I need to start working out more again, (that has slipped some)
