You're right Bravo, the million dollar question will remain a mystery.
I was in the kitchen preparing dinner and W was still in her office working, she called me because her work was slow. We talked on the phone awhile all small talk. Then she asked what I was making. I said, jerk chicken with rice and beans. She asked me to bring some upstairs to her office. So I did, she likes jerk chicken so she was excited I had made some.
Last night W came in my room and sat on the edge of the bed, we talked for at least an hour. No R talk from either of us, instead she talked about her job, some of her friends and her grandma who passed 15 yrs ago. Some of the conversation she seemed happy and some times she teared up.
I sense her walls coming down, but I don't have any expectations about the future. Yesterday I kept my emotions from getting the best of me and that's my goal for today.
M 53 W 44 D25 D20 S22 PA 10/95 BD abt 2k EA BD 9/2004 PA D'd 1/05/05 DB'd 9/2004-08 PA ends 02/2005 XW rehab 03/2005 piecing until OM3 June?/2005 Remarried 12/28/07 BD 12/18/14 Sep living together