Requesting support and direction

[Andy125]

Today has been one of those all over the board kind of days. I did my best today to dodge many attempts by my W to keep tabs on me today. Really tried to practice being more mysterious, and showing happiness. Had a very good personal counseling session today. We are going to start some good work on "control". Unfortunately when I got home more books packed up, and more behavior by my W to get a rise out of me. I am becoming increasingly convinced that her moving out is probably a good thing at this point. I'm curious to hear what people have to say on this. I also know that at this point it's really out of my control.... She will it won't move out based on she decides and not on what I do or don't do.

She also threw a little fit tonight about coming to my D's hockey practice. D8 plays hockey and we were all going to go to practice. She had made some passing comment about not going so she could nap before work. Historically this has not been a nap but another session with the OM. But D5 wanted to go, so she tried her best to convince D5 not to go. It worked, but then D5 changed her mind. W got really snarky, and I just said "fine I'll just take both girls, this isn't worth all this drama". In attempts to let go I'm trying my best to not think this has to do with OM. But I'm struggling with it.... I know detach detach.... I'm trying my friends I'm trying...