Jb
That is the million $ question you will never get an answer to. As hard as it is let that go. My XW told me that she didn't tell me because "you never would've changed". So here I am post divorce & all my changes have stuck. Keep working on u, that's all you can control.

M40 XW35
M11 T15
S9 D5
Bomb 6/3/14
Papers del 10/3/14
D final 12/5/14

I wish I could love you and make you believe it
'Cause that's all you ever wanted
From me