fear of the actual D I guess??? but not sure - there are certainly things about being D that would be better than the limbo space I have been in.
fear of being a failure at M??? wasn't perfect but certainly not the one wanting to end things at this point
fear of what it will mean for Ss and the example it is setting for how they should approach life???
fear of not having someone to share my life with???
these are few that come to mind quickly. will try to catch up more later tonight.
Me-48,W-51 M-22,T-24 S- 18,16,9 Feb-Jul '11 Away from Home, after initial B date Aug-Dec '11 Back at Home on couch Dec '11-now Same bedroom, room mates only Dec '14 W files initial D paperwork
