Guess you are right. At least I know all these things. And I am more 'observant' and can tell its not doing ANY good.

Its just so extremely hard to give up.
And I think that's what I have to do at this point. Just give up...
But at this point I know it'll just lead to friendship, if at all.

But I need to completely let it go, let go of all hopes too.

Me 32 (German) Wife 28
T 3yrs M 2yrs
Moved to US for W
No kids
BD 6/2014
In house separation
Confirmed EA 1/2015
(ongoing since BD)
OM not ready
Real D talk started 1/27/15