Hi everyone, so it's been quite a few months since I've been on here! merry Christmas and happy new year!! 2015 is definitely my year.
so quick catch up- I am no longer trying to save my m. I applaud each and everyone of you that do. I believe that I did everything in mmy power to work on mine but in order for that to work, there has to be something from the other side.
my soon to be ex h is still lying to me, still gambling, still with ow. he is also currently on a dating site for younger men/older women, ow doesn't know.
I turned 40 last nov, and I really turned a corner, I was spoiled, and one of the most amazing things I recieved was plane tickets to Bali from a very lovely young man who I h�ve started seeing, we leave in feb, I'm so excited, I've never been overseas before.
the h and mostly get along, we clash heads a bit, but I think that's also because I'm not afraid to rock the boat anymore, that I'm not worried he won't come back or love me if I speak my mind, thats not a marriage, thats a prison!
the boys are all doing well, the twins are as crazy as always, and mr 7 is just amazing.
we have settled into our new lives pretty well, with three new additions: 2 lizards and a staffy puppy.
wishing everyone the 2015 they deserve smile xxx