Riding the rollercoaster

[dawgy]

Yes I believe I want a Divorce now . She obviously doesnt love me anymore otherwise she would never commit such unspeakable acts of disrespect and to continue to do so after being given a chance to save us . She only cares about her . She says she cares about her children but thats a lie too.Otherwise whywould she risk their happiness just to satisfy her own selfish indulgements . She even cares about the boyfriend more than her own flesh and blood . Lies , lies . lies Anyway whether I didnt employ the strategies of Dbing properly or whatever happened its divorce time for me . At least I can look at myself in the mirror and say I tried to save my family with every bit of heart I had left after she ripped it out . She wont be able to do the same . I dont see where she tried to save our family in the least but she only took advantage of my fear of her leaving . As far as her boyfriend goes , I dont know whether shes seeing him or not anymore . It doesnt really matter . Hes a piece of shait for having an affair with a married woman. I wish him all the worst . lol Dawgy