Isn't it weird? I feel even now like all this is temporary -- that all this is just part of "our" story -- and of course it is... but we're not a "we" anymore. It's not even about him not loving me. I think in his own way, he does, sort of, as well as he loves anyone, the problem being that he doesn't love anyone particularly well.
I'm glad you're feeling at peace. Enjoy your evening and stay cozy.
Me42, H40 D12, S8, S7 A revealed: 7/13 Sep 4/14; Agreed to D 1/15