[BrightFuture]

Besides all the cool kids are on instagram. FB is so yesterday.

OMG, Gwen, I bet H doesn’t know about that yet, LOL. I think this will be coming next after he is bored with FB.

LouR, thank you for the insight and for the encouragement.

Interesting thing is that I had three sessions with DB coach over a year ago. And in two of them he suggested that I open a FB account and start posting all the cool stuff I’m doing. I didn’t have BF, neither did H. So, it was pointless for me, because H would have no idea anyway. Now I’m thinking that I should have done that some time ago, so I would have some history with posting, etc.

Another interesting part it is that I feel that by looking what H is doing on FB is going to help me to detach. I already feel less and less respect for H knowing who he became “friends” with and what he is posting there. What a pathetic guy. I guess I’m one of these people who need to be whacked really hard to get over the R. If it means to completely lose respect got H, so be it.

I’m actually having some “devil” thoughts about the whole FB thing. I feel that H is using it to persuade himself that he is going great and have lots of friends who care. I think last year he had a big distraction of fulfilling his determination to have a tattoo when he turned 50. He was busy designing it first, then getting the work done, then bragging about it. I think this is an old story now. So, here we go with the FB… Another distraction for a while… Another illusion of happiness… Another attempt to distract himself because in reality he is very lonely and feels like a loser.

So, my thoughts are to activate my FB account, invite some friends and start posting the cool stuff. I think it would spoil H’s “happy” façade. Plus, I have a lot more cool stuff going on in my life, hehe. I’m still on the fence about this idea, but I think it will be a lot of fun!