Only IM yesterday was a very brief one in which I reminded her about my payroll checks this weekend and I also said that I wanted to talk with her about my new secretary (she did not come in to work for 2 days and only called mid day on the 2nd day) I told C I value her opinion on how to handle her.
Since no other contact I looked back at some of my post. I noticed that my first trip w/ C to the zoo was right at 2 months ago. (seems like forever ago) I saw that on the way home we stopped by Walmart to pick up some things and walking through the store we found a little flower pot with two plastic bears in it and painted on the side was "bear with me, I love you" Since "Bear with me" was a favorate phrase for us I bought the little pot and when we got home she put it in the kintchen Window sill behind the sink. I remember on Tuesday when we had dinner that I saw it still there. along with the "I love you, Darling" lable on top of the coffee maker and the Bed and Breakfast Tea bag by the coffee maker. All of these items are items that remind her of me and have not been put out of sight
I think that sometimes I look for the recient positives and new positives and forget to look at the continuing positives. The Continuing positives may meen more that the little day to day positives.
another thing I just remembered. Back when C and I were married, I liked to listen to talk radio alot and ended up getting the XM Radio satalite system for my car. C did not like to listen to the news or talk radio but would rather listen to country music. Lately we have both gone to easy listning music. While in the Car Tuesday going to (or coming from) dinner she noticed the XM was on an easy listening station that she really liked and she aske me if I listen to that station all the time or just when she is in the car. I told her it stays on that chanel almost all the time. She told me that the other morning she forced herself to listen to the news for about 15 minutes to see what was going on in the world. (just FYI)
