Yea things have been crazy with work lately, been getting done after midnight every night so it's hectic. Also honestly I don't know what to say anymore.
Nothing has changed. W and I are in constant communication everyday. I just keep thinking about something Calibri said a while ago...
"W wants perks of being M without being M" and "It may be a while before W is ready to have R/M talks because she has to figure herself out first."
This makes so much sense because W has been calling a lot lately because she's stressed and crying and just all over the place with everything, telling me that she tries to be strong all the time but it doesn't work. She is trying to figure herself out and that has to be done before any R talks.
Meanwhile I'm just...doing me and work is keeping me busy. I just feel like everything is stagnant, and nothing changes. Not sure if this is a good place for me to be as far as my relationship with W at the moment or if something needs to change...
ME: 28 W: 24 M: 2.5yrs T: 5yrs BD: 22 SEP 14 W Leaves: 5 OCT 14
