barely holding on - 7

[u-turn]

I really need to get my head together and figure out how to calm down. She's spent or moved everything. I am waiting on the reports from our bank to find out specifics.

We never had a lot of money, but now.... It seems that she has funded her A with "our" money. She will see it has hers and mine now. When I was making much more than her it was our money.

I don't know how to ever move forward with her. Pretty easy to split 0

Now she will come home and lie act all lovey-dovey. Because she had such a great time away.

I'm sick.