How would she expect me to react to this news when I go 'home' for the weekend?

Well I have already had a long pause on the phone and then cut her off saying 'right, see you then' when she started to say 'I know it s not what you ...'

I think she would expect me to be withdrawn, silent, maybe surly or angry.

So I think I just carry on with my normal PMA. Keep busy. Not mention it.

And what about the boys?

Man this is so ****. I know so many people are in worse situations but it's still ****.


M: 57 / EW: 52
T: 21, M: 8
S: 18, S: 15
Bomb: 1 Jun 14
EA Aug 2014 I think
PA Feb 2015 possibly sooner