Sounds like you are handling things well. I know your D appears to be coming fast. I can tell you from my perspective almost one week after D day that it ultimately is just another day like every other. I can say it does remove some weight from your shoulders. No longer will you have lawyers and the court involved in your life. You also have a clearer path to making plans for your life. Its just another chapter in your life. You may or may not reconcile. It will be what it will be. As long as you are happy with your own growth then all is well.
Twisting on Life's Rope Me53 W53 M20 D21 D19 D16 BD 2-2013 D final 1-2015 _________________________ "Dream about tomorrow, Live for today, Learn from yesterday"