Ok so I slept at my new apartment with kiddos last night. It was actually great. Today my daughters beds get delivered and my sons room is on its way to being organized and tidy. I washed alot of clothes and still have comforters and othewr things that need a good washing. Lots of organizing and many purchases to get organization in a small space. All exciting for me!!
I have been a mess. This process of moving and dealing with my exh has been very difficult. Their has been some great discoveries on my part about my self esteem and I plan on working on this. A couple of months ago me and Exh were in counseling and the counselor said I needed to be more independant and also quit doing for my exh. Well here it goes. I have been taking care of me and the kids and I leave it to him to straighten out whatever else is going on with him. I told him yesterday I was not comfortable with our relationship and I wanna keep the communication good and about the kids. Like I have said he did put an RO on me but yesterday he contacted me twice. Im not calling him and I love it. This order has made him step up in small ways and it gives me an oppurtunity to let that happen.
Im going to reasses my gools and I will soon be doing the DB Counseling. Im going to continue to look into my anger. I have come to the conclusion though I am a recovering control addict. lol. I had complained and badgered my way to to compliance or nooo compliance. I also get angry in a way to get my way. Which of course is not affective. Im learning that I had very immature reflects which came out in anger. I am fine tuning ways to deaL.
Anyone one else deal with things wrong???
Last edited by Faith2b; 01/14/1512:53 PM.
Me:34/EXH:29 Kids: S13, D5, D4 M/o7 HaskedforDgavetohim6/14 decided to work on get remarried counseling. Kids work went back to old routine. Left Nov 10 2014 OWDec92014
