It seems to me that when I responded to her with strength and resolve, she saw that I was willing to move on. When she realized that she might actually have to face a reality without me, it frightened her.
Am I getting warm?
Burning hot! It's all there in your post. When you fear losing her, you push her away. Look at her reaction when you cried in her arms. Then compare to her reaction when you started packing. We don't even need DB: it's clear as water.
You just need to gather the strength and resolve. You're getting there, according to your recent posts, but you can't bluff this. You'll likely have to go all the way, perhaps you'll have to move for real. But remember that you won't be leaving much behind if she's really unwilling to commit to your M.
M39 D6 D3 (at S) S 2014-09 D 2016-09
"You can't start a fire sitting around, crying over a broken heart" - Bruce Springsteen.
