You are planted on the front seat of the emotional roller coaster. The roller coaster of fear. What do we fear? The unknown.
You don't know what the outcome of your sitch will be. You do know that you can use this as an opportunity to become who you want to become. Many times in life, we change, because something in life motivates us to change. Make the most of it.
Your emotions are being influenced by the positive/negative interactions with your H. You see a glimmer of hope, and your emotions shoot up. You experience something negative, and it causes you to come crashing down. That is why it is important to detach. It goes hand in hand with keeping your expectations in check.
Would it be fair to say that you have an expectation about attending the Marriage Program this weekend? I'll say marriage program, because it isn't a retreat.
Me:45 ExW:48 M:04/97 3 Bombs & 2 ReCons 1st BD 11/10 D Finalized 4/20 D-16 S-14 Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa
