So... a short list to expand on later:

-- I'm angry that my H was not as strong and willing to work on the R as I thought he would be.

--I'm angry that I wasn't stronger and healthier until now.

--I'm angry that I never had a good role model of a good marriage.

-- I'm angry that my D will grow up in a split home

--I'm angry that I have to change my lifestyle and not have someone to share the good and tough parenting moments with.

-- I'm angry that I didn't find DB sooner.

--I'm angry that my H didn't know how to help me.. no one really did.

--I'm angry that I have to lose time with my daughter. As a working mom I don't have that much time with her to begin with-- and no one to share the daily house hold duties with.

Gee, I guess I have a lot of anger.

I've come a long long way, but it is not a linear process. Onwards we go.
thanks.


Me 38 H 40
D 3
T 8 M 6
BD 10/2013