I have been giving her physical space, mental space is harder to give. I get to thinking too much about what things mean and what is going on that I over analyse things.

This should be a 180. Stop over-thinking and just enjoy the moments and experiences I have every day, not everything has significant meaning.

I am probably creating expectations when I do this. If I think that she is testing me I then think that I will be graded and expect her to have a different or better opinion about me; because I passed the test.

Ugh, I need some GAL activities to refocus even better.

She will be out of town tonight so that should help.


M:34 XW:34
Together: 10y
Living: 9y
Married: 7y
Son:6 Son:4
Separated: 12/28/13
Piecing: 5/2/14
Separated 2nd: 10/16/14
W filed, but pulled it: 11/5/14
papers served: 1/27/15
D final: 3/6/15