barely holding on - 7

[u-turn]

She never did. NC is not possible at this point and we both know it. Since they work together, she would have to quit her job. There is a possibility of facility changes in March where they possibly wouldn't work together.

transparency has not specifically been discussed recently.

I am reeling again, because I don't know if I can trust her movements toward me - and I hate being like this.

She has not specifically said that she wants to work on our R or that she'll do anything. Nothing like that. She doesn't tell me anything like that. and I do not want to tell her what I would want to hear - she'd likely just repeat it back to me. I know she is confused - as I am too.