[BrightFuture]

Bea, thanks for the info. It is good to know that I’m not the only one to fall off my chair after learning that H is on BF, LOL.

Bright,
FB is a social medium that a lot of people are using now. Whether what they post is the truth or not, time will tell. I call it the place of "bragging" for many who really want people to think that they are happy and doing a lot of cool things in their lives.

Job, I feel the same way. A couple of H’s friends at the vacation home are his friends on FB. They look like a very loving, happy couple, who got it all… But, last year this same couple split up after she punched the hall in the wall of his condo and stomped on his feet with the hill to break it, and he punched her in the face to give a huge black eye. It was quite a story back then. Then they reconciled. I’ve heard that they split once in a while and then reconcile. That time it was just a bit too dramatic. So, yeah, I can see how the FB gives a completely different picture…

You are right that H is trying to relive his life, only not his 20th. I think it is more like 14th-16th. He was 12 when his parents divorced and he had to grow up quickly, especially that he was the youngest.

I don’t really care about my son not being part of H’s FB. It is probably better that he is not, considering what H might post on there… It just proves one more time that H doesn’t give a sh!t about my son, that’s all.

I know that generally it is not advisable for LBS to check for the info about WAS. I just feel that I need this in order to either get very mad or completely disgusted with H, in hopes that it will finally set me free. I don’t know… One of my GF’s calls it masochism. Maybe knowing too much info about H will finally kill my hopes for H ever coming out of this.

Job, it does disturb me somewhat when I learn some info about H (now looking at his FB), but I know that it will also disturb me not knowing anything and letting my imagination to get out of control. I know what my imagination can do to me… Unfortunately… It is very hard to control…