Strong EA after 2 years of marriage. Need advice.

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I guess I shouldn't even have told her all of this. I am just so mad. And helpless. She is determined. And I tell you..she is a strong woman and chances she is going to change her mind are very, VERY slim.

Another problem: I don't even know if I like who I became. I was a Mr.Niceguy. And I was proud of it. I had a big heart and never ever intended to play ANY games, whatsoever. Just being myself, with a lot of love to give. Now I feel like I am more grumpy, less loving...just less myself. I also always thought high of myself, now I look as myself as a failure. Man I am depressed. Can't wait for the therapy session... :(((