MLCer and EA w/ OW

[Jer2911]

No updates yet on the job... but of course, it is only Monday and I submitted the application over the weekend :-)

In other news from the homefront... Yesterday and this morning my W was somewhat nice -- although was texting OW during our youngest D's birthday party (seriously, WTF?!)... But tonight the monster is home. I believe she is in monster mode because I am still "considering all of my options" regarding making other living arrangements while insisting that I be fully employed before I can make a firm decision on any of this. Not making excuses -- it is actually impossible to determine what kind of monthly budget I can afford if I don't really know what my salary will be.

Pretty certain I'll be seeing much more of monster and less of a nicer W until I am finally out of the house. Makes me really sad to think that, but I do believe that is the case with our situation. She did say today that she doesn't think she will be able to communicate better with me (meaning: in a more civili or friendly tone) until I am out of the house. I don't think she will be able to move forward -- further through what I believe is Replay -- until she gets what she thinks she wants: me out of the house. Me being here seems to only be making her more and more angry and bitter towards me. So frustrating.