got it. I guess you know the feeling very well that you just want him to think of you when they talk...
I don't know how to deal with this.

I signed up for the gym today and have an appointment with a therapist next Monday.

My whole body is in pain...

Me 32 (German) Wife 28
T 3yrs M 2yrs
Moved to US for W
No kids
BD 6/2014
In house separation
Confirmed EA 1/2015
(ongoing since BD)
OM not ready
Real D talk started 1/27/15