After my previous stories about my situation, my wife keeps playing games, july we had an issue where she filed a restraining order against me for lies, and the court allowed it she set me up good, the issue happened on a friday and i told her not to come home she had to go and i would pack up her stuff and she can go stay with her Mom or the fat coward and i went somewhere else not straight home, kids were staying the night at my MIL house so when i arrived home she was in bed and i told her to leave and she refused so i said well how about u get out of my marriage bed and she said its her bed too, then started trying to play with me bothering me and so long short version nothing accomplished so next day she left 4 work and i had already bought new door locks and changed them picked up kids and went to my family house at the time she would have gotten off she got home and couldnt get in then called me and i didnt pick up, she called around to my families homes to locate me and my SIL didnt know i was avoiding her 4 a while and told her i was there, and crap crap crap occurred but nothing really physical except restraining her from possibly harming kids just overly aggressive and i felt i needed to hold her to try to calm her and she used that against me stating i put my hands on her and it was really a huge lie, so went thru the whole weekend talking a little all the while in the back of her mind waiting til Monday to go to the courthouse and filed a bogus ordered, i am so not a coward like that and she knew it so her plan was to take the kids back over the MILs and she was at home by herself we were sitting and she came clean about filing the RO and Police were on the way to serve me or whatever never went thru anything like that so i left and went to a little pond a the park to think about this evil stuff occurring and she called looking 4 me and i told her to not call me that she wins i cant do this he can have her and she said she don't want him and asked can we just talk, and i said no she begged and i told her she could come where i am, she came crying and blah blah blah left her job went on leave was not going to return until she was a home 4 a few months, said how she is going to do right and she was going to prove it being with me everyday and blah blah blah, so end up going back to work, 1 lie didnt quit, and back to more lies even saying still she found a place that shes moving out, because she has done our marriage and its lame or whatever and that she'll file 4 D after she moves after holidays 4 kids sake, now she keeps making plans 4 us and valentine's plans with family and friend putting on a married front and then making stupid statements like u wanna go see my place and im excited my place is done and crap like that and im just tired of the trash its a nightmare and she still goes to church and sits right next to me though not wearing her ring, its like 2 different people 1 is weird and the other is on drugs i dont know but im burnt out and vulnerable wanting real love reciprocated but she says things are different she doesnt see me like that anymore her heart is somewhere else and this dude is like 400Ibs and ugly, a wanna be fake rapper working at the same job, he's married filed for divorce but went back to her when my wife went on leave from work and stopped the divorce dates but we r back in crap how does your heart and mind want that disgusting immoral adulterous crap but she does but claims shes moving out for her its a nightmare, seriously and i just want it over 1 way or the other Please God
