Thanks Toots! S is happy with his current school. It was supposed to be a better opportunity but I'm just not sure now. I like my place. I'm really sick of my job, but its hard to argue with what they pay me. I'm thinking it might just be healthier for me to get a new start with my career but that can be a really tough road.
Not sure about my heart. Sometimes I think I know but I second guess a lot. I'll get some direction and then decide I'm moving that way for the wrong reasons. I really wish some days that I could just forget W is even out there so I'd stop twisting in the wind over her. She wants me to 'move on' and 'be happy' she says. Sometimes my biggest trouble is there isn't much I want for myself and it makes it hard to pick a direction like that, for anything.
M: 43 W: 43 Married 6 yrs. T: 7 yrs. Son 20, 18, 17, 15 yrs. (w/ Autism), 12, 10
