Thanks UR (I'm thrilled you stopped by), 2B and BK (you are always my peeps!). I appreciate your thoughts. Yes, I figured it was time to acknowledge the elephant in the room. And really, it is all good. Xh is on his path and I'm on mine. Can we be friends again at some point? Perhaps. Everything will transpire as it should.
I'm sure I've stated before that I'm incredibly superstitious so I don't want to hex myself. I feel a strange sense of peace? Perhaps that's not the right word. Maybe it's more acceptance that I'm where I'm supposed to be.... D10 asked me yesterday about marrying her dad. I was honest. I said that I loved her Dad very much and I certainly never considered or anticipated that we would no be together until death. I told her that things do happen for a reason and sometimes we don't always understand at the time....and sometimes we never fully understand. She said that her dad is so different than he used to be and I did agree. And I said, I'm not the same either. Hopefully, we are always evolving and learning. I can't say xh is and well, if I'm supposed to know, I will find out one day.
I know crazy will pop back up and I will with through it.
3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer