Married fast? Too late? Completely stuck :/

[Complex]

GAL continues.
Wife still playing friends. No R or D or whatsoever talk, no closeness or any form of intimacy.

I'm a little irritated tho, I can read in her face that she likes/loves me. At least somehow. When she picked me up at the airport for example. And actually my plane had an emergency landing (because of broken restrooms) and W told me she almost died when she saw we turned around and landed on her flight tracking app. Obv she cares about me a lot.
But she is in friend mode...and I'm sure she is still convinced I'm not "the one".

I don't cry anymore. I'm sad at times, but it's ok. Right now it's just a challenge to DB right and also even to find out if we could have a future. I'm not giving up,...all I want to achieve is an honest try with an open heart and that this immaturity ends and everything gets to a deeper relationship.

Maybe it's not gonna work out. Not sure if I'm prepared for that, but at least I see everything different now and that I can only change myself.

Baby steps...