I just need to start seeing, from a more detached place, his words and actions as a movie I'm not involved in.
I am just so grateful this hasn't put me on the floor. Instead of being "floored" by it, I'm just confused.
You know when you try to describes a scene and then someone else describes the exact same scene in a completely different way? It makes you question your own perspective. Is that how it was? Did she say it like that or was how I heard it the way it went down? All of this stuff really makes me question what i know and what I remember about things. It's hard to not think he's insane... or that I am.
