I can't afford the school. I could move us and transfer him to another public school but sounds like the public school system there would not be what it is here. This private school I went to see is just too far outside my price range without borrowing a lot of money to get by and then still if something came up and I ran short they could kick us out of school. Besides that I'm also not convinced it would make a significant difference at this point.
I have a plan B but that may mean I don't move and find a less financially rewarding job here. Not the end of the world but who knows what it means.
Anyhow, you are right...I just keep getting irritated by how close we seem these days but still so far away. Ran into W this morning at the gym. She knew I was going today and what time so showing up there meant she knew she would run into me. Waved to each other and chatted briefly before leaving. Spent an hour at her place tonight when I picked up S from W's weekend visit. Her BFF was over and we had a good group hangout. I excused myself when it felt like things were winding down. Wish I could get my mind off her but spending these small times with her just gets me locked in again.
M: 43 W: 43 Married 6 yrs. T: 7 yrs. Son 20, 18, 17, 15 yrs. (w/ Autism), 12, 10
