It's understandable to feel scared. It doesn't help you very much though. There are plenty of examples over your past few posts where you could as yourself "does this get me closer or take me further away from my goal?" At this point, you're likely in for a pretty bad cold spell. Do you want to worry and panic or do you want to brace yourself and put your feet up in front of the fire knowing you're going to be OK?
Me: 31, W: 29 T: 4 M: 2 Kids: 3 (SS: 7, SD: 4, D: 3) Separated, still living together: Nov 2013 Separate bedrooms: Feb 2014 W working away; kids with me: Nov 2014