I know and see I am still reacting. Im in the process of getting my emotions undercontrol. I still wanna see him I wanna show him. I know I will get the oppurtunity. Im just trying to reel in these emotions especially anger over the situation. Im mad at me I know I have been asking for more grace and mercy on myself. I have been fighting the temptations. Maybe If I show him I can hold my emotions to want to see him and my emotions of anger because I have not been respectful of him wanting to not be around him. He will give me an inch and I will want whole foot. I can see that now.
Me:34/EXH:29 Kids: S13, D5, D4 M/o7 HaskedforDgavetohim6/14 decided to work on get remarried counseling. Kids work went back to old routine. Left Nov 10 2014 OWDec92014