Responding Vs Reacting

[Faith2b]

Im just so in awe how this seen on the outside horrible experience is the best gift I have ever recieved. Its like I have highs lows but toi hte core Im becoming a better me. Despite ow him moving out this stuff only seem a symptom its crazy because I think I shpuld be more hopeless but Im not. I can see layers and layers of my own judgement and doom that I have put on my marriage to be erasing. Its a love story that only some can see and only some will understand. I wanna start fresh and this love story will only have one in the audience and that will be him. I pray to God everyday and I ask him to take the wheel in my sitch. Everyday its easier to love him without the baggage that has been attached to the old marriage and even the current circumstances. I have let alot of issues and problems block him from my love. The uncertainty has lead me down a road of destruction that I will never except again in my life. Uncertainty is not the problem how I handle it is. Thus my anger is not going to rule its only a signal its not the road Im traveling on. Its the thing that tells me to stop slow down or yield.


GAL ON!!