Sounds like a squally day in weather and emotions to deal with yesterday, know you'll overcome both. As pink said you deserve so much better whichever direction you go in. I know what you mean on doubting yourself, won't go over it all again but you know how my sitch got where it did, spent yesterday night rolling it around in my head, in the end you wonder which way is up and which way is down.
Just hang in there and yes,keep safe.
M:44, W:46, S:10 M 13 years, T 15 BD:23/7/2014 W/S Moved to MIL: 23/7/2014 My new place: 21/11/2014 W/S back to flat 22/11/2014 W coming closer, talking 4/2015 Piecing 5/2015 Moving in again 6/2015