Really too late....

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Overall conversations and interactions are good. Still lots of room for improvement of course.

He is really excited about the jeep, we determined it is a 1942 WWII jeep! I feel like it is something we are connecting on and we have been lacking that connection for sure. I've been doing some research online and helping him when he asks. I'm asking him questions and he's showing me things, overall very positive.

I'm trying to stay real about our situation and not get over excited about anything.

I do pretty good with most of Sandi's rules, there are a few however that I need work on. I tend to "follow him around the house," especially when I think he may be texting OW. I start conversations with him quite frequently, more so the past few days about the jeep. Not sure that is a bad thing tho, showing interest and encouraging him with something he is really excited about.

Trying to GAL but I'm not very good at it, mostly it is just me going shopping or sometimes for a drive just to get out of the house! Tonight I was going to go out, my friends H was playing music at a restaurant/bar. Kind of forced myself to get ready but when I texted her it turned out she was at home with her son. I went out anyway, really just drove around for a while. He was so involved in the jeep he barely noticed I left! I figured he would be sleeping when I got home at 10 since he normally is in bed between 8-9....unfortunately he was still up.

I invited my friend and her H over for football tomorrow, was going to invite more people but really just wanting to keep it simple. H isn't to excited about it a)he's only met them once and isn't very social anyway b)he probably doesn't even want to watch football because he just wants to work on the jeep.

I'm continuing to listen to my podcasts as well, very helpful since I was thinking the other day how I want to feel wanted and loved. One of the podcasts was about not giving up and giving it time. The podcasts definitely are on the same track as DB!