Married young, W had affair w/ coworker Pt.2

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W has been out of town for a month and returns this weekend. We hadn't talked in a couple weeks until yesterday when I sent her a text saying I hoped she was doing alright and that the insurance company would be calling to confirm she was being removed from our policies. She wished me well and said she would need to stop by to pick some things up when she gets back into town.

I've been on somewhat of a project binge getting things done over the holidays. House has been getting some much needed updates and maintenance. I also traded in her car and got myself a new truck this week; I had agreed to sell my old truck as part of our separation agreement and take on her car payment since she couldn't afford it.

I asked a friend who saw W over the holidays how she seemed. He said "honestly, I don't know because she was at the bars and out eating or shopping with my W the whole time. My W has been racking up cc debt left and right hanging out with your W. I really can't afford all that right now."

Wow, sounds like my W is really bringing others down at this point. Sad.

Been feeling down about W's lack of progress, but I feel like I'm learning, gradually, to let go of the outcome in all this. The sharp pain of loss of my best friend is kicking in now, as the hurt of the affair feels more like a dull pain now.

Played ball with the church team tonight and starting out as a leader in a new college group at church tomorrow. Next week is set to be pretty busy. I've started to make some travel plans for the next few months with friends and family also.