The thing about this is im perfectly content and even happy to stay home and play with my kids all day everyday they are alot like me and fun to be around most of the time. Thus being bad because she always knows that im home but I think it should bother her to know I am home and having a good time.
So its kinda hard still to not talk about her lol and what I think she is thinking and that doesnt matter what matters right now is what im doing. What im doing for my kids and for myself.