Today is hard I didnt sleep much last night. My wife is gonna be gone all weekend with her friends. She is going to a monster truck show today. Im here at home with the kids cleaning up the house, while doing this I feel like im doing it for us to pack up and leave eachother. I dont think this will be what happens in the end but right now thats how it feels.
I wish things were different right now but im trying the best I can to be happy and not think about her. Im having fun with the kids played wii bowling and took pictures and put them on facebook for my family to see. The kids enjoy the time they get to spend with me and vice versa.
Im gonna go to a friends later to watch the football playoffs. My friend has some kids so I will take the kids with and they should have a good time.
