Thank you, everybody. UR, you made me cry. I appreciate it a lot. I'm just doing the best that I can.
RPP, I wasn't intending to ask him that question. But when he said, "I can't see a path back for us, I don't know what else to do," I had this moment where I thought, well, I can think of SEVERAL things we *could* do... is it worth putting that out there? And I thought about the things I've been thinking about and posting here, and I thought, It matters why he gave himself permission to cheat. So I asked the question. I pressed him because I could see he wasn't being honest and I had promised myself I wouldn't let him get away with that.
It hurts to know he had the two ONS, but it also makes my story a little clearer to me. I can see better now that it really WASN'T about me at all. That knowledge helps.
Me42, H40 D12, S8, S7 A revealed: 7/13 Sep 4/14; Agreed to D 1/15
