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Kinda sad today. Missing my family. Watched a rick warren sermon in youtube called fighting for your marriage. Very powerful. A lot of the things he mentioned we didn't do right or know.

Its difficult cause she was so strong spiritually wnd since she's been here thwts gone. Added to her poor choice in associates there are No positive influences in her life. Well I'm one but she can't/won't see that.

The other night I had such a real dream that we were in our old house and she came up behind me & hugged me from behind. It woke me up it was so real.

Im sure part of why its so bad is cause I miss my kids. Just down today. Still don't understand the rush to r divorce. She's not any happier.