I have lost my only son and my only sister three years ago. I am completely alone-- no other family. And friends, rather than gather around you, stay away with this much tragedy.
We are still living together but he started an affair so he goes there much of the time. We were making plans and enjoying doing some things together. Now he has nixed plans and. is rarely here, how can I do a 180 under these conditions. When we saw each other more,it was very pleasant. But I had the ability to use some skills I am learning since he was in contact. He never calls. I only get short texts.
I have my own life. I write Children's books and I am begining to have some success. The book is out and I am getting excellent turn downs. Editors saying they regret they cannot take my book because they already have a 3 book dealing with middle grade books with animals. I am writing the second book -- trying to. It is laborious. I am looking for a writing group. But, that is not a family.
