I agree with what everyone before me said. Don't beat yourself up too much. It was a slip. I understand your frustration with yourself, but I am sure we have all slipped on one thing or another. Hang in there!
Me 52, H53 Bomb drop 9/29/2014 Divorce from XH final 12/17/2014 Marriage #2 12/31/2019 5 adult (step)daughters (3 from XH's first marriage, 2 from current H's previous relationships) 6 grandkids