So this morning my girlfriend had several text messages from h. He was trying to make a point for us to make contact. He put a restraining order on me. I personally cannot contact him. If he feels "safe" to contact me he may do so. Well as of now he had several different reasons for my girlfriend to get a hold of me this morning. School uniforms and him having to pay her upon my arrival to pick them up. I am staying away for sure. He lied to my friend and said he had spoken to me about picking the girls up. I guess he is wigging out because he wants to see me.
Its just crazy because last night around 2am I had to call a girlfriend and cry my eyes out. My ego was bruised yesterday and for some reason I overwhelmingly missed him and wanted to see him. Its funny how open your heart can be how purely and innocently I can miss this man. The more I let go of him the more I can humbly see the relationship from a much kinder liht. How love seems more pure than ever. Love is patient love is kind it is not boastful. I have read the verse which defines love and the bible so many times but through my vulnerability its so understandble to me.
GAL ON!!
Me:34/EXH:29 Kids: S13, D5, D4 M/o7 HaskedforDgavetohim6/14 decided to work on get remarried counseling. Kids work went back to old routine. Left Nov 10 2014 OWDec92014
