Jim, you totally didn't let anyone here down so please don't think like that. We're on your side, we've done it, we get it. Pick yourself up and keep going.
I see parallels here with the quote I posted the other day. You saw the cheeseless tunnel on approach but you couldn't help but fall in. Keep working with Headspace - I think you'll find it becomes easier to catch yourself.
No autopilot in Mk 8, ok?
H 37 Me 36 Together 15 years Married 5 years No kids BD Apr 2014 H moved out 2 Jun 2014