I really had nothing to gain and plenty to lose, I knew that yet still did it.

The problem is I'm exhibiting stalking behaviours as GG describes it and I really don't like it, but I can't seem to get it under control. I'm just hyper vigilant to everything she says or does.

I need to make it stop.


Both mid 30s, 2 young kids
BD 7sep14
XW moved on long ago, now living with OM1
D paperwork in progress