Maybe there is just too much going on at once. Maybe that is why I feel so shaken now. More so then I even was with BD. A new job, an extended family crisis, 40 staring me in the face, and the realization that the one person I turned to for everything has turned away from me.

I guess this is why we don't make one person everything. Anyway, good news. My aunt is out of surgery and she is able to see. Not sure if her vision is improved from where it was before the surgery, or if it means it just hasn't gotten worse. But I am glad the surgery was successful--and I really hope it means her vision will be improved. I know that was really getting her down. The future is a really scary place lately. Time to let go of the past, and stop worrying about the future and just live in the moment. I do feel better now knowing that she is ok.


40s 2teens M14Y
BD-10/12/13 rec-1/14
BD2-5/14 rec2-9/14
EA disc-10/14 4/15-BD 3 and triangulation ensues
Served with D6/15 MS forced to leave7/15
D agreement signed 8/16 final 5/17