Responding Vs Reacting

[Faith2b]

This experience is the hardest thing I have ever endured. It's physically emotionally and spiritually changed me. I have never felt so free to let go of my past and begin fresh. I still think about where I am in this as I sat in my empty closet tonight. I had a huge house. Now I will be moving into a small 2 bedroom with my sweet children. I'm amazed how humbled I am. My H had his car break down and thats how the ow had it to move in to help him with transportation. Today he was able to get his car back. My babysitter /friend saw him and he made a point for her to see him so she could let me know he has the car back. My point is that I'm glad he has his vehicle back but it was a big ego blow that he had ow in passenger side. Wow how quick someone else can take the part u once held. Well I am very humbled because this can happen to anyone but most importantly what will I do. I will GAL on!!! ♡ when I think of all the signs I missed. All the missed oppurtunities. For example I was so worried about the house. I didn't see how hurt and stressed my H was. Missed opportunities. I'm not regretful just disappointed I missed it. Now how can I really hear listen to the needs of the people I love??? Starting with my dear children. When I work or am just out and about how can I help? How can I listen? It's just being vulnerable keeping my heart open. Reflection God prayer. If this is what it takes for me to truly not take my life for granted then I will carry this cross through. I have no idea how or what's ahead. But I'm thankful.